um.....

today doesn't feel good, i'm at school and i don't like it at all, man just don't, just don't even go there it just never ever gets there so why should it? huh? tell me that, why should it? well get to it then, i mean if thats what you really think then just get to it and quit bugging me. geeze man can't you see i'm trying to get something done here or are you just off?
why don't we all just get along

The Guardian

Darkness Creaps as moonlight keeps you safe upon your feather pillow
lay your head upon your bed and rest your weary bones tonight
should you wake and hear the sound of wolfcry in the inky stillness
just remember i stand by you even though you don't see me
i will be there watching o'er you
in the darkness calling to you
with a candle in my hands i stand in solitary might

Jason Wiseman

Howsa

Its another beautiful day in paradise. the sun is shining the gulls are singing old franky tunes and the water is the color of a late february sky. A light breeze toussles the bright green astroturf of the minigolf course while an old man and a ponny sit on a park bench playing chess.
well that was my warm up, now i can write stuff that makes sense. whats the meaning of life, or how did the universe come into existance.
well now i wrote about those.
i must apologize for waisting your time with this drible.
have a good night

weelcome to another end of week statement from me. never let the monkies out of they're cage, if you do they might decide that you look mighty tasty.
anyway on to the less pointless stuff.
i can't figure out why i'm studying music. i mean i'm really not that good of a musician and there aren't very many jobs out there for young musicians with nothing in there pocket but a degree. who hires people like that? and if nobody does is that where all the homeless people come from? common sense says i should be studying something more practical or useful or something but no, i always have this nagging feeling i need to be studying the most inerently useless and frivolous persuit known to mankind. where is the reason in that?
well i guess i'll learn with time
and if i don't see you
have a good life

the next big thing

monkey and brain went for a walk one sunny saturday morning. brain decided he didn't like monkey and strangled him with a guitar string. after this he was chased across fourteen states by a relentless fbi agent who had a bad case of pts and liked to spend an excessive amount of time at guy bars and eventually died in a tragic toothbrushing accident.
the moral?
1.like everyone
2.don't trust the fbi
3.never brush your teeth

learning stuff is frustrating. Cause you can't just learn it, you have to actually lleeeaaarrrnn it. it takes forever and its frustrating.
i have so many things that i want to learn but i don't care enough to actually take the time and learn them. it makes me mad.
for example, i love art. i wish i could draw but the problem with it is i can't sit still long enough too actually get at all good at it.
i have so many thoughts and images that i would love to show people but they never see the light of day because i can't sit there and learn to let them express themselves.

thats it, i'm tired of this, i'm gonna go learn to draw now.
jasons thought of the day
The greatest thought you'll ever have, the greatest revelation known to man is that God love mankind enough to sacrifice everything to save him from eternal torment.