i really do care i'm just swamped

now i realize i haven't been the most dedicated of bloggers but i say this in my defense, i have nothing to say. When i sit down to blog(which i have done numerous times in the past two months) i sit there for a few minutes and nothing happens. it's like my life all of a sudden shrinks to the size of a small brown cardboard box with nothing in it....a soggy one.